Are there days when you just hate life? I mean, maybe that is a little dramatic, but I am going to play on that for today. This is my blog, and I can do what I wanna. Anyway, I need to vent, so 'ere we go.
I started this blog now for the third time. I don't want to seem like a bitch. I really don't. So here I am just stopping what I was going to say. Let's just say that I don't know what to do anymore. My job as a teacher cannot end at 3:00. You hear that all the time, but how many of you realize this is true? My day ends but I come home for 4 hours a night and grade papers, plan lessons, update websites, ponder parent issues, and so forth. My poor husband doesn't understand how I can work for 4 hours and have ONE day done. Yeah, me either, Mr. S. Sorry.
I am tired of feeling like I am a failure this year. That is how I feel. People can say, "No, you are doing great," all they want, but this is not fixing anything. I want this year to stop and I want to move on. I am stressed out, sick, breaking out, beginning to overeat....and life just sucks. I have to step back, but how can I when I feel like I am being pushed forward every time I turn around?
Enough. Enough is enough. I am done. Ok...on a lighter note. This weekend was terrific! We went to a couple's house this weekend and dressed up and had a great time. It was awesome to get away and have a good time for once. I was glad to get away. Truman went to the vet to stay the weekend and I just picked him up tonight. This was great so that I could come home yesterday, nap, get work done, and clean the house minus the dog! Woo!
Okay, speaking of work, I am going to get some stuff done for tomorrow and cook some dinner. Later!